>>7497599It gets better OP, I'm stuck in a similar situation. Just remember why you split in the first place, it was right at the time and you'll find yourself. Just be proactive about handling the depression that can follow you in times like this. Take time for yourself and get out of your bubble, even just a day trip to a nearby town or making plans for drinks/whatever with a coworker will help get out of the "sorry-for-yourself" mindset. Pick up a new hobby, practice a skill, even just confronting your feelings and asking yourself why you're feeling this way can help you improve rather than slipping down the slope into that awful bitter heartbreak hole. If you practice any sort of art, put those feelings into it, if not, even just journaling how you're feeling can help externalize the pain enough. You'll get through it anon, just learn from your mistakes and try to be better for the next girl, because there can always be a next girl.