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On the outside, everything is great
>Be 21 y/o 6'4" and physically fit
>Certified firefighter/paramedic
>Be critical care paramedic at private ambulance service
>Absolutely love my job despite making less than McDonald's burger flippers
>Next step is just putting out applications to get on Fire Rescue (pic related, my dream department)
>Still live at home with loving parents
>Upper middle class
>Going back to school next semester to finish EMS and Fire Science degrees
Everything is going great. Thing is I'm lonely. Really fucking lonely.
>Have had 3 "girlfriends" but the relationships never lasted more than 2 months
>Still in love with first girlfriend somehow
>Have had penetrative sex only 2 times
>Currently talking to no one.
>Sure I have friends at work, at the gym/MMA, and through doing acro yoga but I almost never do anything with anyone outside of those activities.
>Never get invited or hit up by anyone because literally everyone thinks I'm busy
>That's an actual quote too. "Sorry anon I thought you were busy" I have heard more times than I can count
>When things start to be going well especially with a love interest, life literally cockblocks me. Plans fail, messages fail to send, things seem to be forgotten, or they just think I'm too busy to do anything as usual
>Honestly not even that busy and will make plans happen no problem
>I want someone to talk to. Someone with a mutual love interest. It's such a good feeling but one I haven't felt in such a long time
>Don't even remember last time I got a "Good Morning" text or last time I hung out with an actual group of friends
I want a girl to talk to and friends to hang out with /wg/, I don't understand how that is so hard to achieve
I understand this is trivial compared to some of the issues other posters have in this thread and I genuinely hope life gets better for you guys.
