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I'm 100% sure that my life is going to end before I turn 25, by suicide obviously. Everything in life is meaningless to me, i don't enjoy anything, i have no talents or interests and i waste my days away by sleeping. I have no goals, no dreams or anything. I'm only doing my current degree because my mum told me to and i had nothing i wanted to do. I don't feel anything anymore except anger, when i'm not angry i'm empty, and when i'm not empty im angry. I don't ever remember feeling happy or not wanting to die since i was probably 9. all my 'friends' think i'm fine, and sometimes i let slip how i feel and it makes me feel even worse. I hate letting people i know about how fucking pathetic up i am and what i'm really thinking. My sister is on meds and my parents treat depression like aids, and when i give even the hint of being depressed i get scolded. i've even been kicked out once for it because my parents think my sister is pathetic and think i'm the only hope left. i'm so tired. i have nothing here for me, i've tried to kill myself twice, but i couldnt commit to it all the way. third times the charm though.
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