>>7482741I'm a 24yo electrician apprentice. Been with my current company for roughly 6 months after job hopping since I was 18. Genuinely enjoyed it at first but it is now getting to a point where I am dreading going into work tomorrow. Or almost any day. This has come about from my lead being an absolute fucking cunt. The type of cunt that will say, "Why are you doing that? That's retarded," on every. little. fucking. thing. Regardless if it is related to work or not. He hardly teaches me the code and most of the time I learn how to do something proper is when I fuck up. Questions are always met with me getting berated and my coworker deals with it too. This has now put serious doubt in my mind if this is what I want to do. Fuck, this past week it took every bit of mental strength not to walk out of a site.
Along with this questioning of career paths my depression is now sparking up again. If I was 23 or younger I wouldn't give a fuck but come January I'll be 25. If I quit, I'd be 25 with no experience in anything nor education in dick. I know myself well enough to say I can't do college and I already tried the military thing which sparked my depression in the first place when I was 19. I can't afford to keep changing paths all the damn time. Fuck, while I'm not as depressed as I was back then, if I somehow got fired from this job I'd probably kill myself the night of. 2020 cannot come soon enough. Gonna get myself a code book and study that thing cover to cover. In addition to not teaching us shit, my lead more than likely doesn't know shit as we do things his way and not the way of the NEC code. Maybe wait until march to familiarize myself to where if he's still pulling this shit, I'll either ask for a new lead or look for a new company. Fuck, I'll be amazed if I don't ask for a new lead by the end of the year at the rate things are going.
Also, Tinder and Bumble lost any woman worth a fuck and are now filled with Instagram/Snapchat thots. Goddammit
