>>7058153Anon, Humans are beings made to fail. Don't let a wrong choice ruin your life, take the punches life deals and learn from every blow. You can always find a different route, a different way of living.
Start by trying to change small things in your life and slowly start working to make more and more positive changes in your life. Eventually you will look back and you will be grateful for every hardship you needed to overcome.
Never lose hope and always strive for another day.