>>7563399>was about to get it together and try a bit harder at life but alas.I was writing out a bill today and had the longest hardest solo laughing fit in my life over that issue. I have been putting off real life shit for the last few years, being I had the means to do it but this was now go time
I mean yeah ok my mom died a few years ago but man lets get back to living damn it. I'm going to do this... that.. this other thing. Go time baby!!
The last year+ all I've been doing is sitting around knowing it's time to pull the trigger and get back to life. Yet I kept stalling being I knew I could do it anytime I wanted.
Right? Like unless I got into a car crash it was all 100% on ME to just get my ass in gear and go..
>global pandemic, odds are will be locked in place for weeks out here in California>stock market crash, odds are global recession for years.. well, ok then... I'm still going to stay in go go go mode if I can, as there is a huge difference between wanting to do something but you can't and not giving a shit about anything anymore.
You don't see that until you climb out of the pit and look around.
