>>7506778Hey OP. I lost my mom in 2016 and it still feels like yesterday. My depression manifested itself in anger and intentional recklessness just to tease out an semi accidental suicide. It took two arrests and two shorter one week stays at an inpatient hospital and a longer journey battling a resurfaced eating disorder but I can say I'm doing a lot better now. I'm happy to hear you are doing better as well. The part I still deal with the most is how difficult it is for me to watch/eat/enjoy things my mom used to like. It's hard for me to talk about her more than in passing. I really hope to get over that before I have a kid, which we hope is sooner than later. I hope you can still enjoy things you shared with your mom, and if you are finding it difficult now, I hope you learn how to soon.
Anyways, literally just had to reinstall my OS last night at 3am which is why I'm here. Pic related is the first thing I could find that seemed like it might fit your thread, hope you enjoy.
