>>8103716Stories like mine are a dime a dozen: guy blessed with opportunities can't make full use of said opportunities due to his own weakness, will die in complete isolation and hates his own life.
I could go on and tell my whole story but there's no point, and the fact that I have a twin brother that had the exact same opportunities as me and managed to fully make use of them, find a gf and find a job is a testament to my own failure.
I just want the sufferings to end, I don't even necessarily want to end my life. In the end I don't care about finding a job, finding a gf or even having friends. I just want to get away from society in general and live in isolation. Is that too much to ask?