>>7450847I've been there man. What you need is a hard look in the mirror. You say you dislike the dynamic being perpetuated in your friend-group, what are you doing to change it? Have you ever considered that they may in fact all share the apparent disdain you have for therm, for you? I'm not here to shit on you anon, but maybe this toxicity you feel is not so easily concealed. Look inward, have an honest conversation with yourself, and make a change. Quit self-medicating and take some responsibility for how you make yourself feel.
For your trouble, take my favorite painting. Hope you work it out man. I'm still working out a lot of similar feelings in myself...
