>>7790150There's so much I want to do but I'm so limited. Everyone throughout my entire life has put me in a fucking fishbowl when I just want to jump out and explore the ocean. I keep banging my head on the glass hoping something else will happen. Maybe I'll cut myself on the glass and die, maybe I'll jump out and suffocate, maybe I'll break the glass and jump into the ocean, maybe I'll suffocate in the saltwater, but I don't care. I just want to be free, but no one is making it easy. There's so much I want to do but my lifetime is limited. I'm tired of not having a people, place, or cause to call my own. My entire life is a limited blur of boring mediocrity that I seek to escape by any means necessary.
