>>5967362(cont from last post) It sounds like you're in a toxic relationship that you really need to get out of because clearly he doesn't care enough to be with you when you need him. I'm sorry for everything you've gone through, you deserve to be happy.
>>5969475Not all of 4chan is bad and not all of it is good. It's really just a tool for users to express themselves, so naturally you're going to get a few sociopaths and a few edgy people acting like they don't care (especially on /b/). It's a community and it is what we make it. Glad you're here though.
>>5969521>>5969524It gets better with time if you want it to. I know the pain anon, and I have in the past, lamented over a girl for years. She and I dated for about a year and one of my best friends was killed in an accident. My mental state gave way and she left me because I was going nuts. It felt like the life was ripped out of me and for some years I basically had a death wish with copious amounts of alcohol and drugs. The thing is, all I wanted to do was think about her, I didn't want to let her go. I came to terms about my friend because he was dead and there was nothing I could do about it but losing her was another story. You have to forgive yourself for whatever you feel responsible for and you need to accept that she's gone one way and you're going another. Immerse yourself in things that you used to love, pretend to like them and you're going to start liking them again. You can heal, you just have to want to.
>>5969550I agree with another anon that posted. Keep in touch and make new friends. when we're stuck in a place all alone, it's the best way to make new friends. Whenever my friends would bail on a party in college, I'd stay behind and meet people there and I met a lot of really interesting people that way.
