>>8001894I feel you OP and it seems like a lot of other anons do too. About a month ago I broke up with my girlfriend of nearly 4 years. She had been working overtime at her shitty graphic design job for about a month and a half, pretty much working from the moment she woke up to an hour before she would go to bed. Around this time I was looking for a new place to live and I figured she woulda been happy to get out of her parents place but I guess I should've seen the writing on the wall when she declined to sign the lease at the last minute. We sat down one day and just kinda laid things out and mutually agreed to break it off.
I had mixed feelings about the relationship at that point but I still loved her. Initially I was happy with how things turned out and to just be out of a failing relationship, but after a few days I realized how lonely things were without her. I'm turning 30 this year and still working a shitty dead end retail job. At times when I have too much time to think, it's easy to get lost in the depression but I'm fortunate enough to have plenty of friends and things to keep me distracted and busy. I just need to get up the motivation to get back into the gym lol
Don't get lost in the sauce, anon. Love yourself and do what you love. Work on that vidya or book backlog, take a walk in the park and get some fresh air sometime. It's gonna be alright.
