>>5344262Well, I think I'm just going to say that I thought she disliked me because we just stopped talking and thought I was doing her a favor, or something like that. Really nervous to be honest. Because when I got in a relationship was when I started to meet more people and slipping away from her, and she started to hang out with others. I didn't even notice when she and her bf broke up. After my girlfriend and I broke up I just checked her page because why the fuck not and I her relationship status said single. The strongest memory I have of her was that her eyes made me feel weaker than anything could. Anyway, one of the reasons we kind of slipped away was also because she was a bit loosey goosey and looked for love in the wrong places. That pissed me off because I would have done anything to make her happy. I was truly beta and I felt like I was 13 when ever I met her. All I hope for is to just have a conversation with her that isn't all too awkward. I'd lie if I said I didn't think about her in my recent relationship. I'm so sorry for writing so much, I have honestly never told anyone else how I felt about her, and yet I'm a very honest man.
I would like to post a pic of her but knowing 4chan I know it's never a good place for personal stuff that can be tracked. All I can do is share my story with you. Sorry bud.
Haven't thought about her like this in weeks. I really don't want to be rejected, I'd even settle to have her as a friend. We have both changed over the years, and I want to meet her and see if there's even a hint left of the person I got to know back then. God damn the anxiety, just thinking about if she'll even accept my friend request. Feel thirteen again already.
