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This one is going to seem pretty lame, but it still hurts for me.
Because I'm trash, I often go and RP online with people, usually sexual of course.
There was this one guy I ran into, probably the best, most detailed, well-versed, just flat out best RPer I've ever run into.
We started off, but immediately I should've noticed there was something off. I'm still not sure what it was, something about my RP, the way I acted I dunno. Whatever it was, he stopped the RP just a few replies in, I was disappointed, but whatever.
Fast forward a week later, I try again. He begrudgingly tries again, but then stops. Same thing.
Third time, he asks one question and I answer it with my own to ask what he wants and he immediately calls the whole thing off, because apparently he wants me to stop trying to cater to him. I literally cannot understand what he wants, I was never able to understand, and when I asked about it all, he ended up saying he just didn't want to because of me.
And it shouldn't hurt. At all. I mean, it's just a bunch of dumb sexual roleplay over the internet with a random stranger, who the fuck cares?
But somehow, it does. I looked at his profile at some point after, and saw the people he was/had been RPing with, and some of the names were people I had RPed with, and it made me feel just so inadequate.
I've never been rejected by a guy IRL before, but I imagine it would feel something like this.
