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I walked out of my house yesterday and a girl sat right in front of me on the bus, face to face.
She was one of those girls that you could see in those threads that revolved around beautiful girls, but when you realize how much work you have to put into yourself just to watch it, it makes you feel like the biggest shit in the world.
For a whole hour, I only looked at her directly and in the reflection of the window for a fraction of a second. My attention was fully focused on her, and I even thought she was looking at me between the times she stared at the window next to my head.
I think all this bullshit I see here has brainwashed me and now I don't know what to do when things start to get real.
Soon I will go to college and I feel that a huge upheaval awaits me there. Wish me luck bros.
