>>5915545Friend, I have a similar tale. It involves somebody that I was that close to, my best friend, and myself. Eerily similar but with back stab thrown in. I feel you, it hurts, and I can't stop loving her no matter how hard I try. As cliche as it sounds you've just got to make a decision and move on. I'm still in the decision making process so I know that it's hard.
I know in situations like this most people just want people to not put in their advice but just listen. I understand that, because every bit of advice I get I don't like one bit because of the wound. But trust me friend, as she moves on don't be left in the dust. It's time to pick yourself up, do something good for yourself, cherish the memories but don't get snagged on them, and move on.