>>7949081Welp I don't even know at this point. My mind is a mess and I cannot grasp even a single coherent thought. I am not longer distinguishing between paranoia and common sense, that causing situations when I trust it is the other that's telling me something about people or situations. I am still able to snap back from my delusions but it's becoming harder with each passing day. It doesn't help that most of my irl friends are normie women that behave in ways which I do not understand and It leads to huuuge misunderstandings. While they try to reassure me that I "cannot be not liked" I simply feel that they're either using me or making a cheap laugh out of me.
