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I want to find someone with whom i can build a meaningful and honest relationship. I want to read more and see the views on life of wiser people. Also, i want to finish my degree in physics and be above average. I like to push my body to its limits while riding my bicycle, and i want to take it even further.
The problem is me. The problem is that in order to achieve those things i have to be disciplined and consistent, but i'm not. And when i see that i can't put my behavior under my control and i'm unable to focus and straighten my path, i feel irritated and sad, so i choose to distract myself with internet, alcohol and fantasies that i build in my head.
It felt good to write that.
