>>80018944 years together, but she still left and cut off ties over text. what hurts the most is that she told me she loved me mere hours before leaving forever. she blocked me so i couldn't reach her, and reported me to the police when i contacted her on reddit for fuck sake.
every day is difficult, i really really loved her. i get sudden bursts of melancholia and have to excuse myself from family gatherings to find some place where people won't see me cry. i didn't deserve this from her. things didn't have to end this way.
nobody knew we were together. they all see my sadness but they never figured out why i am this way. online i ask for advice on how to stop loving her, they all tell me that time is the answer, but here i am 15 months later and i'm still in pain. she's the thought i think of waking up, and the last image i see before falling asleep. i can't bear it anymore.
i was going to fix it, we were going to be together. yes i would've crossed oceans for you too.
