>>643506710 years behind but I feel the same way. Was like that by the time I entered high school, now I turn 20 in a few months and it's really fucking with me. Shit dead end job, lost all but one friend and my girlfriend and me have become detached over the past while. wake up every morning wanting to die and going to bed the same way.
shit's rough but i'm still holding out some hope that something will break and things will change. who knows.
