>>5938386In the meantime, I guess I'll continue to be a life saver and a grade upgrader, and enjoy the stupidity and kinda cool things in life, like helping out an architect with a model, or finding that weird little knack in something that makes something a lot easier to do, or a bit more fun/cool. I just hope I can keep helping out people who come in need of it, and I can become more self-confident, without losing my humanity and kindness, as without them, I think I would lose so much of myself that I would be unrecogniseable to everyone around me.
