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Been stressed about a lot of things. Applying for jobs, talking and getting close with a really good friend, and let my insecurities get the better of me. We had been talking everyday, vcing and video calls, and it felt like we were really connecting. For some reason my brain was telling me something was off and she was getting bored of me. So I asked her if we were ok, and that turned into a whole shitshow because she thought I didn't trust her to tell me if something was wrong, which to me was the opposite of how I felt. I didn't trust myself to accurately asses the situation, and was hoping she could provide a little reassurance or who knows what. Either way things have been awkward since and I'm trying to regain her trust, but man it sucked to hear when she said I had been getting through to her, and that my attempts to woo her were working and she felt like I threw it all away. Can't seem to stop thinking about it and beating myself up over it.
