>>7495175My gma passed last year and you really get a different feel for family after something like that happens. I'm still not particularly close to my family, but I give them more of my time and energy than before. You start to cherish them a lot more knowing that things are finite.
Personally, I've started to gain back my sense of duty and desire. After I was diagnosed and treated for cancer (5 years strong), I gained a lot of purpose to my life. But somewhere, I lost it. Now I'm starting to get that drive to get things done and to live life to the fullest back. I fell off the wagon a bit, got depressed and got tired of what life had to offer. Now I feel like I'm almost back to the way I was immediately after treatment. Still a bit of a ways to go, but I think I'll be fine.
Like you, it would be nice to have someone.
