>>5947350>>5947379I can understand how you're feeling anon. I've done some stupid shit to girls before in the past that I feel really awful about. Sometimes you can go back though. You can admit your faults and go back and ask for forgiveness. Since what you're saying is a bit vague I'm not really sure how the situation went down but it sounds to me like you did something and were scared to ask for forgiveness. Don't be hard on yourself though anon, if you can't fix it... sometimes it's just something we live with. Believe me, I've got mine to live with.
>>5947406Thanks anon, I appreciate hearing it. You sound a lot like me to be honest. I fucked off quite a bit in high school. I never studied, played lots of WoW (yeah, I was a WoW nerd BC was the shit). When I wasn't busy with that I was into sex, drinking and smoking. After a couple more years of that in college I finally woke up and took shit seriously. I realized my friends were childish and if they weren't going to grow up with me, fuck em'. I worked my ass off and avoided all debt through college. If your story plays out like mine I think you're going to find very soon there's more to life than working and you're going to need a little time to breathe. I hope you take a little time for yourself anon and realize there's a balance in life between work and play.
>>5947706Unfortunately I sat around and waited for an epiphany that never came. I think you need to evaluate yourself anon and determine what you like and what you don't like... Then figure out what you want to do. Don't think of it as applying for your future, we don't live in the kind of world anymore that you go to work after education immediately. You're going to change your mind, I guarantee you. You'll probably do it a hundred times. When you find what you think works best just ask yourself if you can do it for 10 years and when that time is up you can re-evaluate your life again and see if you want to stick with what you do.
