>>7852253i feel that i wasted most of my life. i barely remember anything from the past year. i have no stories to tell, no memories to hold close to my heart. im just drifting through it all. even during the present, im just being dragged through my life. i have the sense that my life is just a movie im being forced to watch. i have passions, but they feel so distant. they give me something tangible to be proud of, but its not like i have anyone to show off to.