>>7478462>>7478936My dude, I can relate a bit with the aimless sort of feeling. I'd suggest setting yourself some short term goals that are actually accomplishable, and also increase your self-worth. Learn a new language, as it'll help create opportunities. Try and start putting some money away to create a bit of a nest egg for you, and don't be afraid to get a full time job for bills and savings and a second part-time/supplemental job to help finance traveling and other hobbies.
If you keep waiting around for the right place to go to, you'll lose precious years of your life, before you even realize they're gone. I know this shit sounds cliched as fuck, but take my word for it. 25 here, and I've made some of these mistakes myself. Indecision is a decision in and of itself.
I think a shit ton of people go through this sort of thinking, and a part of it is just emotional growing pains. Keep trudging through my dude, and I wish ya nothing but the best. Also, not much, but here are a couple of pics.