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So where to start. Well, One year ago my father passed away on my birthday while out of state, turning 25 and having no parents anymore really came as a shock. my mother had passed when i was much younger. Needless to say i became very depressed and i really still havent figured out what to do. Well, My girlfriend whom i'd been with for 5 years tried everything she could, and she just couldnt get through to me, couldnt cheer me up. This went on from september to about January. After some time i just threw myself into drug binges and just shut down, i didnt have the mindset to figure my life out anymore. That lasted until
April when one night i just gave up an i cheated on her. i never wanted to hurt her, i really do still love her. Anyway, long story short she ends up with my best friend, i move across the country in july, and yet she tells me she wants me back. I end up flying back a month later. now all the while this other chick is head over heels for me, so we land , try to set up a base, and we made it work for a little while,we are good best friends but terrible lovers. She moved back across country for work and now i wont see her, the first girl will now answer me sometimes, tell me fucked up shit like she misses me and just wants us back, how her kid misses me. At this point this story makes no sense, im terrible at this shit. ijustneededtovent
