>>6954721thats what im trying to do, but honestly im probably just going to get a technical and move someplace else.
or die. i dont really give a fuck and i dont see the point anymore. I dont have the motivation or drive for anything anymore.
I dont even want to draw or write or create anymore. I havent for a long time. Im just wondering if this is it for me.
Maybe ive burnt out what my life had to offer, and I passed on the good oppertunities ive had so many times that ive got none left.
Sorry, ive been drinking, im just rambling.
Have this paper, makes me feel at peace somehow.
