>>6677454time is a bitch anon.. the girl i dedicated my entire youth to, just decided at one point that an age gap of two years is too much.. at first she didnt tell me directly, but i noticed a change in her behaviour. she was afraid of the opinions of others. tfw she didnt even felt comfortable while taking pictures with me..
the time i spent thinking about her.. imagining her talk, reading our chat conversations over and over again, rejoicing with her love in my chest..
there was a fire in me, a fire which burned solely for her.
im still thinking about her every minute and its killing me that someone else will hold her hand at one point. im torn apart.. one part of me is happy for her, that she chose to be happy. Even if it means that im not part of her future life. Because her happiness, that smile on her face was her most beautiful accessory. The other part of me is dying.
i cried so much in the past weeks, i cant even shed tears anymore
