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We broke up because she had PTSD from a past relationship, and as I knew her at the time, I'm a trigger.
She's been acting fucky for ages, and I don't know how much of it is genuine because I have trouble trusting people because my own past. She hadn't been fully open with me, and now I don't know if she's being honest with me about looking at getting together when the therapy starts working.
We got back together again after breaking up, and broke up again a month later. This stress has put me in a state of stress induced insomnia, I feel like dog shit, and I'm trying my best to empathise with her, but the way I've been made to feel in all of this has made it exceptionally difficult to actually make sense of this in a healthy way. Now we barely talk.
We were best friends, lovers, and enjoyed our time together. Now because of this shit, I don't know if I can trust her, and whether or not we'll even get to the point of this being brought up in future.
This has stemmed from 1 relationship where she was treated like shit.
This has now lead me down a path of depression, and the worst part is I still fucking love her.
Other people, I'm sure, would handle this better. I'm not a good person.
