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life feels exactly the same and completely new at the same time. the prospect of growing older makes me feel tired already and im only 24. this world feels more and more evil by the day and the longer i push for good the more i get set back. i know this is a test and we must preserve but at what point will a soldier give up ? at what point do you look up and say >ive had it it ?
and when does it become better ?
everywhere ive heard it only gets worse from here. it's always been worse. i dont even know where to begin im trying so many different avenues to feel authentically me and this feeling in my skin persists and i cant keep my brain going like this while also pushing my body to its physical abilities through mundane tidiem - im getting fed up with the current systems and all approachs to remedy the situation are not working there needs to be a major shifting or else it feels my brain will explode from inside itself. /endrant
