That's 5 years of your life gone. But not only that. You have to learn to leave the part of yourself that left with her. That's the hardest. Learning that you are now truly incomplete, and that will never return. I've been there and it is not easy. I don't know how much it will take for you to recover, but it will take time, patience and good will.
I can tell you this. Life is welcoming always. As long as you are willing to try, there are always new chances.
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