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Things are going alright I suppose. I've been working part time as a security guard for over 7 months now. I don't really like the job, but I'm just glad I have a job of some sort. I'm not sure how much longer I will be working though, with this whole coronavirus thing going on. This year I wanted to finally study for my driver's license and get a car and find a better job after I get the car, though it looks like that will have to wait until after this virus thing goes away, if it even will. Things are pretty unpredictable and scary right now. But I'm trying to remain calm. I'm 20, and I'll be turning 21 in September. Honestly I still feel like I'm 14 and find it scary that I'm going to be 21 this year.
I still often find myself feeling lonely. I have only two friends that I really talk to often, and I rarely get to hang out with one of them that I know in real life. I still feel kinda directionless in life. After I get that car and better job, then what? I don't know.