>>8103716I feel excited.
College is going well, third year is challenging (but not in a bad way). My extra-curriculars are more demanding than my academics. Time and resource management are stressors (not in a bad way).
Had to break up with the gee eff about a month ago, she was my first real girlfriend. A very pretty and wonderful young lady; religious, conservative, fit, so so smart, beautiful white teeth, etc. I could go on and on.
Unfortunately, she realized she does not want to move out of the state after completing college and would like to die in the same town she was born in. This is absolutely incompatible with my future career and dream. We met at a park to discuss the matters. When we arrived we both knew how it would end, neither of us willing to sacrifice what was necessary.
Ultimately, I am not going to give my prospective success, my dream, away for a lady. I did not shed a single tear, but it is a strange feeling knowing so much about someone that is no longer in my life (except for a class we still both share, lol).
Parents are both retired now, sibling started attending a very nice college recently.
I have been reading a lot, science fiction mainly.
Everything happens for a reason I am sure.