>>8071327I have never felt more emotionally numb in my life, over the past 8 years I have felt my normal emotional function dwindle to nothing and I can't figure out why. I have a decent job, I am moving into my own place for the first time, I have a girlfriend who thinks the world of me, but I can muster no emotional response at all. I come here in the hope that something will catch my eye and make me feel a sense of awe, I can sometimes feel that emotion pressing against a stone wall in my mind but it never seems to fully break through. I'm a bad boyfriend, a bad friend, and I just don't have the capacity to care about myself or other people any more.
Have some OC from when I actually pursued my hobbies, I haven't picked up my camera in 3 years.
