>>6933372Do you really loathe enjoyment, or do you just find what other's think as enjoyment to not be fulfilling?
As for me, I am a loner that forces myself to engage in social situations. I work a social, low income job, that I don't hate, to support myself and to keep me from spending all my time alone. I lost my dog a couple years ago and I'm now starting to feel that pain. I'm trying to get myself up and out but I fail quite often and I think the worst thing is that I try to figure out why I failed the days I failed instead of trying to figure out Why I succeeded the days on which I did.
I know I'm going to fail, I shouldn't try to avoid it and should instead try to set myself up to succeed.