>>7014451Recently it turned out that someone I considered one of my closest friends, and who claimed to want to be with me in the future, has been lying to me for years. He was creating problems and then pretending they didn't exist and when I finally had enough and called him out on it he decided that he doesn't want to talk to me ever again, just like that, without ever trying to work things out. That was shortly after he claimed to understand that he was a dick towards many people and claimed he wanted to improve on it. There's more to it but this isn't the place for blog posts so I'll just leave it at that. If someone I've known for a long time can lie like that and actually believe in being in the right even though it was very clear he wasn't then I don't know if I can trust people again, getting my heart broken was the least important part compared to all else not that it was fun. I guess it forced me to work on myself but it wasn't worth it, it really fucked me up. I know how you feel, world is full of shitty people and it seems we were unlucky enough to meet them, but not everyone is like that, you just have to be very careful about who to trust.
