>>8124803I know what you mean. I was with a girl for a year from 2023 to 2024. Realistically the only happy period in my whole life. I almost died after it ended. I haven't let her go and I don't want to let her go. I'm happy missing her till the day I die so long as it doesn't hurt too much. I think I got one good year and I'll be living with the memories for the rest of my life. Some say true love finds you in the end but I heard someone put it better which is that if you have some good times they seem even better when you just remember them.
Personally I don't want to ever fall in love again. I'll fuck around I guess. I don't know if I care that much. I just think that everything before and after her doesn't matter. And I'm alright with that.
