>>5894204I don't give a fuck if I get lambasted for this, but you really ought to visit
http://reddit.com/r/theredpill. It's reddit' most notoriously hated sub and labeled misogynistic, women-haters, etc, but it's purpose is to help guys like you (and previously myself) learn what they're missing in understanding women, how they think on a primal level and how to employ that knowledge (whether that's playing the field and dating multiple bitches, replacing your girl with another one or simply improving yourself and making your own happiness the ultimate goal). If nothing else, it'll definitely help you let go of your ex and realize she isn't "the one", that there is no fairy tale happy ending with women. Relationships are what you make them based on what your limits are, what you are and are not willing to tolerate. /r/TRP gives you the tools to do so, it removes love's blinders.
If you're not interested because lolreddit, that's fine. Ball is in your court, though. Just like it should always be, like it always should've been with your ex.