>>7555832Your life is special. Being conscious is what separates us from animals, it's what makes us truly alive and in control. The world took that control from you, and you cut or drink or whatever to make the out-of-control make sense. But that means they still have power; you have to take that back. It's the only way I've found forward. From someone who has almost fried their liver at 26 and has plenty of scars, learn from my mistakes. Please.