>>8053125I feel like so much of the internet is people saying hyperbolic shit that its hard to differentiate attention seeking behavior from a genuine cry for help. I will give you the benefit of the doubt and assume the latter.
If you actually think your life has no, or negative value, then that puts you in a unique position to do some interesting shit. It means all bets are off and nothing you do to yourself or your credit, national standing, or future opportunities actually matters, because you are willing to throw it away anyway by killing yourself right?
Imagine having that kind of freedom and not using it to do some goofy ass shit like taking out a fuck load of personal loans from multiple large banking institutions, buying a round trip to a country, or neighboring one, without extradition treaties, and then never getting on the return flight. Preferably a country with a relatively low purchase price into the upper socio-economic strata. You could buy a bar near a beach and sell overpriced beer to expats and tourists to make a living, and fuck foreigners all day while sipping mimosas.
If you did that for a year, and still thought your life sucked and you wanted to kill yourself, well here's the great news, that choice never went away. That box, once you recognize it, is carried with you wherever you go for the rest of your life. I just hate how many people choose to die in sad or predictable ways just because they couldn't see that one of the most amazing things about being suicidal is all the power that comes with it. Live a life you never could before, who the fuck cares, you were gonna throw it away for the price of nothing anyway, might as well have some fun before you do it.
