>>7396008Life has never felt weirder.
I got into several universities that I wanted to and managed to whittle down the list to the two cheapest ones. My grades in almost all of my classes are the best they've ever been. I have a gf and a very comfortable relationship, and I'm flooded with many new exciting opportunities.
And then there's my calc class. I was a dumbass and decided to take AP calc online, but lost motivation halfway through the course and just stopped submitting my work. I kept up studying and feel comfortable with the subject, but my grade in the class might destroy the future that I have built up for myself and I fucking hate myself for letting it get to the stage that it is. I just want off this ride.