>>6974059>be me>19>December, losing closeness with people I thought were friends.>First semester was ending>Ask a girl I talked to on and off if she wanted to go on a date>It goes well>Flash forward 3 months.>Valentine's day>Spend the day together>Few weeks pass>Find out she's still talking to her ex>Makes me a little nervous>have an argument about the existence of God, afraid of losing her>End up breaking up with her, and almost throwing up in person>Ex friend tries to talk to her when he knows that I really liked her.>Clearly just wants her for sex.>End up cutting him off for good .>start talking to a really sweet girl that I met on tinder around the same time as Valentine's day gf (Yeah, I know, fuck tinder, I'm just stupid lucky.)>Honestly really innocent, sweet girl>Virgin, and just a really nice and good person, kinda naive.>End up deleting her number>April, get back together with girl that I broke up with>Birthday comes up.>Current gf and I spend the day together.>Start having problems again.>Break up again.>Early May.>Back together again.>End up breaking it off for good.>Deactivate my Facebook, delete all social media.>Really upset, but don't want to talk about it to my friends or anything.>Tfw you realize that trying to merge girlfriend into friend group is just a bad idea.>Lose a bunch of friends that I thought were friends.It's been a lonely time, but thank God Haley (tinder girl) wanted to still try to date.
>find out I really like Haley.>Been dating 2 months.>No stupid doubts or insecurities.Life is full of learning, and I'm probably living in ignorance until something fucks me over again.
Falling in love is a funny thing.
