>>7949081I've got everything. Been with my girlfriend for a year tomorrow and we're genuinely in love. Just got a house. 6 months ago I got a good job in a field I spent 4 years studying for, and yesterday got a payrise and a hit a personal milestone of mine. Everything in my life is going great, but there's a deep rooted feeling in my mind that I can't shake, like an endless melancholia. I have no fucking idea why and how to get rid of it.