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Within this past year, I've pulled myself out of the hole I was in at the beginning of high school. Basically, I was a jerk off. I put no effort into my studies. I played vidya and hung out with friends. Now, that I'm enrolled in college, I don't see the point to any of it, of socializing, of going out and meeting people. I've never dated because I don't see the point. I just want to work, and I'm starting to wonder if there's more to life than just working. But then again, those thoughts are repelled away as if they were some foreign substance . I don't need friends, I don't need any of that shit, I just need to work. I feel lifeless, but I feel that's all there is to life.
P.S. OP you seem like a fucking bro, props.