>>8028728>they all tell me that time is the answer, but here i am 15 months later and i'm still in pain. she's the thought i think of waking up, and the last image i see before falling asleep. i can't bear it anymore.In my experience, this doesn't actually go away. You'll never fully get over it, because you truly loved her. There are different kinds of people. Some don't get very attached in relationships. They don't suffer from loss to the same extent that you and I do. In my life, I got a second chance many years after the first love. Proof that happiness after is possible, even though I fucked it up again. In other words, you might find someone you love even more. But you have to accept that you are now effectively dead inside. She was your heart, and now she's gone. What's left is ruin. My advice, for all the 'good' it's done me? Use this opportunity to detach and stop caring. Reach what I call "Dark Nirvana". You will see all the truths of the universe as if they were laid out in front of you, but you won't care about any of them. You'll stop fearing death. If life feels like it isn't worth living without her, that's because it really isn't. Anyone who's ever experienced true love understands that living isn't worth it, when everything you care about is rekt. You would have died for her, but now you have to live in exile the rest of your life, wondering what could have been.