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I've been depressed my whole life. 6 years ago, I moved to a big city for work, thinking for sure I'd meet some people like me there, in a city of so many millions. While I did indeed mostly focus on work, I spent the whole past year trying to go to bars and clubs, museums, and meetups to try and meet girls or some friends or something. I never did.
My lease is up in May. I'm leaving this city. I'm going home, right back to where I was 6 years ago. Was all this just wasted time? Am I going to feel worse going back to my sleepy little hometown after all these experiences, or will I feel more at ease? What do I do next? I'm afraid I'm never going to feel better. I just don't understand why my life has to be like this... I'm not even fat or mean or ugly or anything, just really, really depressed all the time.
