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I know this is bait but I don't care.
After years of passive aggressive abuse from my girlfriend I decided today to end it all between us. I deleted all her contacts, unfriended her from social media, and threw out all of her shit. I haven't been able to stop thinking of her for days and the anxiety is really getting to me, but I know I did the right thing. I had tied so much of my self worth to her so all of her behaviors made me feel less of a person.
I've known her since childhood so this has been really hard for me and it's difficult to see passed it. I keep thinking she'll text me and tell me shes changed or that she wants to talk, but that's hope and hope will kill you if you place it on things outside of your control.
She was my only relationship that felt real. Now I'm alone again and probably will be for awhile. I just have to make the best of it.
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