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Fell out with my father today and also was contacted by my ex since I suppose she telepathically knew my day was already shitty as is. I feel utterly trapped and despite having friends around me (not as if they're understanding), I feel so alone. Thought of killing myself but browsing on here is oddly therapeutic. I want a real relationship with real romance. I want to love and be loved but also question if I'm capable of love.