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i fell like shit, then a bit better, then even shittier than before.
im not good at anything, just mediocre, i always feel dumb or inferior. im learning to draw and starting to write some more but it just isnt enough. i keep throwing myself at problems and i keep falling apart. Each time its more difficult to piece myself back. i dont know how long i can keep going like this, i cant remember the last time i was truly happy, i eat once a day, barely sleep, i cant imagine anyone wanting to be around me out of their own volition, im just so fucking bland.
Ill keep going i guess, until im out of glue
